I've never known that I'd be like this. Who could've imagined this at that moment when you were totally happy? I'm not gonna say who it was or who was bad. You know, it was past and you can't do anything from past, just learn. At that moment, I was devasted. I couldn't believe what happened to me. But, I'm hanging on somehow. It was too hard to believe at first though. This time, I feel I'll be ok...